In perfection of harmony these old
trees judge not. Still and quiet and
peaceful they stand, teaching one more lesson.
Their randomly tangled limbs,
reaching this way and that, reveal life reaching, life reaching in every
direction.
These limbs could be our lives, our
lives every bit as crooked and tangled in their blind reaching for the Light.....but unlike our fading past and
hidden future, in the trees’ branches that groping life-path is documented, each
twist and change of direction and simultaneous growth in multiple directions
all there to be seen, an entire life history sculpted through, and suspended
in, thin air.
Might our lives not look similar
could we see them in their entirety, from beginning to end, our growing roots
reaching into the earth, our roots extending around the boulders and bedrock of
constraints and barriers and setbacks, our roots extending into the world
seeking sustenance in careers and crops and fights and victories and marriages
and alliances, reaching for water and nutrients and money and security…..while
growing in the other direction the branches of our soul twist this way and that
in search of Light, our prayers and meditations, our pilgrimages and
memberships, our faith and beliefs, reaching upward for warmth and energy and
assurance and comfort.
In quiet dignity these trunks and
branches glow in the morning light, munificently giving me their shade, while I
breathe their oxygen.
We breathe together, quite
literally, my exhaled carbon dioxide feeding these moments of their lives,
their exhaled oxygen feeding the next moments of my life.
Such lessons they have gently taught
me in such moments, revealing our kinship, softly lighting the limbs and
branches of my life.
Only my preoccupation with time and
schedule and endings and death keeps me from seeing the eternal to which they
invite me.
Their life exists so fully present
that their entire life history, every branch and limb and twig, stands visible
before me, naked, fully vulnerable, and in the process, fully life-giving,
harming none, providing homes and shelter and shade and oxygen. It is a lofty goal to which to aspire, such
presence, such life-giving presence.
Our senses, so narrowly constrained
to the physical do not discern the breadth and depth of Life, nor even the
extent of our own roots and branches.
If we could perceive beyond our
senses, perceiving the roots and branches through which our lives grow, perhaps
we would mourn less and grieve less, both because we would be less compelled to
pursue our destructive tendencies, and because we would see that the growing
branches of all life are never really severed or lost.
Such purity of growth in the tree,
no plan, scheme, malice, or machinations, just fulfillment, living on light and
air, water and earth, passively providing life-giving service to all who need
it, accepting and growing within the circumstances provided.
Indeed, the tree is an embodiment
of highest spiritual form.
Miraculously it takes dirt and rock
and water and therefrom erects towering structures into the sky.
All civilization hinges upon its
miraculous wood, strong enough to support cathedrals, weak enough to easily
cut, rigid enough for bridges and pliable enough for ships’ prows.
Without the axe handle, arrow
shaft, walls, roofs, and wheel, we would not have the “civilization” for which
we sacrifice so many forests. A slight
shift in any property of the tree’s wood---- its oxidation (burn) rate, hardness,
tensile strength, decay rate, rupture modulus, or rigidity --- and we would
have to be proclaiming our superiority and dominion over earth while huddled in
the back of a dark, cold cave, tossing rocks at the approaching fangs and claws
begging to differ with our self-proclaimed appellation “superior”.
We would do well to at least
briefly reign in our rampant hubris and ego, and display some small modicum of
uncharacteristic humility before the tree whose oxygen we breathe, and whose
branching structure above and below ground would embrace and teach all willing
to sit a while, be still, and immerse in timelessness.
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