Showing posts with label spirit. Show all posts
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Tuesday, February 10, 2026

Multiple entries under this one heading

 

SUMMONED FORTH

Copyright 2026 Don Ray.

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The stunning inconsistencies and oversights of Artificial Intelligence answers profoundly testify to the unreliability of this force we have summoned forth.

My past year of exploring many new softwares and devices has further confirmed that we can have no confidence in the answers so confidently pronounced by AI.

The sweetly naive responses of many people to contrived imagery demonstrates how readily manipulatable is the general populace.  

The lack of explanations and contradictory explanations for the unanticipated behaviors of my new devices testifies to our frightening ignorance about what really resides in them and what it will do.

Yet most people are seduced into implicitly trusting the apps and devices.  Permissions are automatically granted.  At this moment I employ the convenience of a soulless device created to feed profit to unseen oligarchs, a device with access to my inner needs and thoughts, a device with the knowledge of the ages about how to manipulate human behavior.

Unaware, we long ago passed the event horizon, but we have now fallen deeply enough into the singularity’s grip that those of us old enough to remember the before-times can unambiguously discern the evident signs of our passage.  Our destination however, remains shrouded in the ominous darkness of our naive ignorance.  

We know only that the oligarchs summoning forth this inscrutable spirit do so for their personal profit and power.  We know that to that end they imbue it with skills to manipulate and control us.  We know that we do not know how this AI servant-become-master works.  We know that the governments we hire to defend us have prostituted themselves and betrayed us to the financial seduction of the digital oligarchs.  

This would not seem a recipe for positive outcomes.  In the inevitable ensuing societal storm, it will be up to individuals, it will be up to individual choices of morals and compassion and empathy, to salvage anything of spiritual value from the conflagration.  So it was and always has been.  A proffered hand, a trigger not pulled, a testimony of faith before execution, through the ages ruled by the worst of humanity individual actions - relationships - and sacrifices have maintained the Light in the world, sometimes dim and flickering, but never ever fully extinguished, always, eternally, enduring.

 

Copyright 2026 Don Ray.

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WE LOST IT

 

Thoughts during my recent software battles, trying to reconcile files and folders mixed and mangled during Windows update fiasco, OneDrive sync fiasco, and Google Drive mirroring fiasco.

 

This is too complex.  Of course humans have lost control of the software.  At some point the arcane convolutions of digital structures cannot be comprehended by even the best of human minds.  There is simply too much to integrate, and it is without pattern or logic.  It’s very nature ensures we will lose, we have lost, understanding and control of it.  

We did it to ourselves, building software tools over the decades while aiming for convenience.  In my case, the loss of control began when trying years ago to safely salvage files to a jump drive when a computer had a serious problem.  In great relief I saved the files.  I never imagined that many years later their folder structure, now interwoven with years of new files,  would prove knotted and convoluted beyond redemption once a flaw in a Windows update scrambled all stored files.

There is too much arbitrary structure and labeling and names, too many details long forgotten, and I peer into the digital jungle in despair at ever organizing it all.

The new software built on old software, the new being rapidly built by artificial intelligence, has left us behind.  We patch and fuse, but in bits and pieces, not fully comprehending consequences far beyond our grasp and imagination.

Compounding this avalanche of ignorance, the economic structure of capitalism dictates that all work be done fast, to minimum standards, with minimum checks.  We would never build an airplane like this, unless we were Boeing executives.  Disaster is inevitable, but in the case of artificial intelligence we cannot predict the nature of the disaster.  

 

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TRAPPED WITHIN OUR IMAGINED REALITY

 

Interaction Reality is a higher reality than the internally generated reality of imagination.

Unless dreaming, animals function only in the higher reality of interaction Reality..

Humans have the capacity to generate an internal imagined reality.  

Physical existence forces us out of this isolated individual small reality.  That is the function of corporeal existence: it forces us to incorporate an external interaction Reality into our personal god-like little individual reality.

In recent years I have observed the astonishing capacity of people to live within their internally generated reality even when directly contradicted by objective external Reality.  More than capacity, this trait is a predilection.  External inputs, advice, and correction are resoundingly ignored.  People say they actually see what they imagine, some believe others automatically know what is in their mind, political/religious beliefs are farcically divorced from self-evident Reality, the imagined music or image or voice takes on the role of something actually heard or seen.

Objective external Interaction Reality is ignored in favor of internally generated wishful reality.  Others’ corrections and critiques elicit angry rejection.

Historically, requirements of food and shelter ensured interaction Reality could not long be ignored, nor could other people who might offer salient inputs regarding sources of food and shelter.  We could argue over gods and what was over the horizon, but crops, carnivores, and catastrophes ensured our mental world remained tethered to a mutually shared, undeniable, inescapable interaction Reality.

For those in technologically advanced societies, such is no longer the case.  Packaged food and flashing screens have severed the necessary ties to structural interaction Reality.  Our survival no longer hinges on our capacity to intently listen to tales around the village fire-pit.  

Our fantasy worlds of imagined pantheons, once relegated to distant times and heavens by the harsh physical Reality of the here and now, can now encroach into daily consciousness.  They are still fantasy and imagination, but no longer benignly constrained within temple and ritual.  The phrase “imagination run wild” takes on a deadly literal meaning as our media-stoked imaginations sincerely believe our neighbor is our mortal political enemy.

Our inner worlds are far more appealing than inconvenient interaction Reality.  What a seductive “freedom” to not have to listen to anyone other than the pundit, politician, or preacher who confirms our preferred biases. 

Our preference for internally imagined reality over objective and interpersonal interaction Reality is driving the collapse of western civilization.  We have lost the capacity, willingness, and necessity to differentiate between what we internally contrive and what is objectively Real.  

Nature and the Universe do not long tolerate being ignored.  They will soon enough demand the attention of we prodigal children.  The bigotries and cruelties of our unbridled imaginations will reap their inevitable harvest.  Another empire and civilization will routinely collapse in yet another self-immolation. 

In the resulting ashes  we will again have to listen.  We will rediscover each other.  We will look back at the times of material profligacy and realize how lonely it was, lavishly incarcerated in our own fantasies and imagination.  The unforgiving harshness of Nature’s undeniable interaction Reality will again give us each other, will again awaken opportunity for gentle touch.  

 

Copyright 2026 Don Ray.

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GROWING THROUGH OUTRAGE

 

It is necessary to deeply feel the suffering of the world so that we may know its reality in the essence of our soul.  The eternal destiny abides, the sustaining Spirit is present, but our consciousness is filled with the horrors.  We experience the tiniest taste of “Father, why have you deserted me”.  

By caring enough to feel the horror and outrage we are letting our souls grow into their potential.  We are following our Lord.  But while caring and feeling, we must not forget faith, must not let the Deceiver blind us to the eternal.  

This will pass.  The ruler of this world has already been defeated.  Eternal destiny awaits.  

We must always allow entry of the Holy Spirit lest we be overwhelmed.  We must accept the miracle of reassurance and presence that through the ages has sustained saints in their hour of testing.

The pain and sorrow and grief and rage cannot be denied.  In these times of momentarily triumphant evil they fill our consciousness.  

It is imperative to invoke the promised Comforter lest our spirits be utterly crushed.  

In these times it is an act of defiant faith to accept the solace of eternal Purpose, for now painfully unfolding as the suffering remnant take up the crosses of their individual sorrow to follow their Christos, while through it all… never left alone.  

 

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FEAR IN PERSPECTIVE

Every day poses another “this cannot be” moment, or two or three or ten.  There is in the air the faintest hint of the surreality of a war zone.  Trump, Vance, Miller, Musk, et al certainly have tried to instigate a madness of war mentality in the nation.  

Meanwhile, with surreal madness sweeping through U.S. society, the existential civilizational cataclysms of climate change and AI lurk on the horizon, not even over the horizon, but already clearly visible, inexorably rolling toward us, the exact details of their threats still obscured by the sheer incomprehensible magnitude of the approaching storms.  

“Fear not” chant the oblivious angels, they who have never tasted the fear, grief, and pain of fleeting corporeal existence.  Good luck following their admonition.  

“Fear not” is as delusionally mad as the madness of wartime cruelty and bile of bigotry that our wannabe warlord political leaders preach.  

Fear, as you must.  But fear in Hope, defiant Hope.  Fear for others.  Fear in compassionate Love.  

Fear the momentary while secure in the eternal.

Let the fear recede into perspective, informing not infirming, prompting not paralyzing.

Surreal, incomprehensible, and yes, frightening the times, these times of opportunity, these times of unfolding Purpose, collapsing societal values opening space for courageous individual principles to shine forth.  

 

Copyright 2026 Don Ray.

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TRIUMPH OVER THE HUMAN SPIRIT

 

We face a danger to interhuman Unity that is unparalleled and incomprehensible.  Humanity has never faced a danger like this.  Most terrifying, almost no one recognizes it as a threat.  Not understanding the Unity imperative, how can they recognize the threat to Unity?  

Grave the times, grim the prospects, but for myself I would not have the courage to trade these times for the days of black plague or today’s war in eastern Congo.  

The incomprehensible nature of today’s threats makes them less intimidating than militias and disease.  How long will we be able to say that?

The human spirit is under unrecognized assault.  Freedom of individual critical thought, the foundation of all other freedoms, is already lost for most people, as evidenced by Communist Chinese culture and the triumph of Trump aligned media.  The barricades of individual thought have been breached by “news” commentators and kitten videos.  Most people already unquestioningly obey, whether obeying the Central Committee or the marketing manipulation.  Xi and Trump and Jeff and Elon stand triumphant over the human spirit.  

We buy and believe, purchase and pray, as directed.  The innocuously named “cookies” monitor our every mood.  

Frightening the times, most of all because no one is frightened.  

They are end times, the end of something for sure, though we don’t yet know what.

Will we allow the seductive screens to leave us bereft or friends - family - our own souls?

As when the army invades, the wildfire approaches, or the flood waters rise, the time has come to choose what precious few items we will hastily grab as we flee.  This time we are choosing what of our values, principles, soul, spirit, and humanity will we hold dear and protect from the marketing assault - the digital conflagration - the virtual storm that would erase them all.  

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VAPID DANGER

Bothered by the automatic responses to a friend’s text message photos.  Bothered that that bothers me.  Yet I feel a profound and deep instinctive recoil from the fatuous messages.  It’s the kind of instinctive revulsion I felt at modern fundamentalist church “praise” services, an appalled revulsion that surely must be wrong, for after all, these were church services, and they were worshiping Jesus.

Now these decades later I can see how those insipid, mind numbing services laid the foundations for the mental passivity that allowed the rise of Fascism in my dear, politically hapless country. 

It was and is wrong, those brain-washing praise services, and my undefined, unsettled instincts were right.  I have to wonder if my instinctive recoiling to the banal text messages and group responses is also right.

Such messages and postings and likes seem dangerously focused on the sender, not the recipient.  They have a “look at me look at me” childish quality.  The automatic responses likewise remind of how one responds to the attention demanding child.  In the repeated process of these vacuous digital mini-missives we  condition ourselves to interact at these conveniently shallow levels.  On the rare occasions we tear ourselves away from our precious safe screens, we still interact with the meaningless attention-seeking prattle of self-absorbed children.  

These times are grim, not least of all because they deceptively do not look grim.  As the blank grins of the praise service masked the draining of compassion and critical thinking from the congregation, a tsunami of emojis masks the despairing loneliness of interactions devoid of touch or meaning.  

As congregations were rendered politically pliant by the sedation of hypnotic “praise” services, our atomized and terminally shallow society is seduced to obey the political and marketing admonitions of our media overlords.

  It remains to be seen what, if anything, can awaken us from the spell.  Perhaps we must wait until the unrecognized pain of our digitally induced isolation and loneliness finally drives us mad, and we tear ourselves away from the chains of our screens, finally desperate enough to run to each other, together exorcising the emojis and anything virtual, together rediscovering the people behind the txts, together reclaiming our souls.

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UNRECOGNIZED HEALING

Look directly at how deeply traumatic it really was, that ongoing compilation of a focused theme, recurring and extreme.  Acknowledge how bad it really was.  Marvel at what sustaining present Spirit has allowed you to try and to accomplish.  Look directly at how truly bad the Tester’s ongoing trials were, and by doing so experience the miracle of healing.  

Thursday, February 5, 2026

Conflict and Opportunity

 CONFLICT AND OPPORTUNITY

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Conflicts, between nations and among people, inevitable.

Collapse of systems, inevitable.

Conflict internally, inevitable.

Conflict, what to do, the assessment of what is right.  Leaving one’s  children in order to earn money to feed those children.  Choosing among overlapping demands of friends, family, obligations, God, church, team, patriotism, pets, colleagues.

Conflict and choice…..there is the core nature of this worldly life.  Each moment at work, playing with children, helping a friend, supporting the team, is a moment not given to all the others.

Law and order, compassion, enforcement, acceptance…...each of them right, each justifiable.  Each choice of what to do bringing to light everything not done.

We defer the choice to holy texts, to imams and preachers, to team colors, to authority, blessed authority, anyone, anyone, to save us from the torment of choice.

There will be suffering, and we don't want to make it worse, but the lovingly purchased pet food entailed suffering and death of natural resources or confined domesticated livestock.

Conflict and choices, enough choice by one group of people leading to conflict with that other group who made a different choice.

All the potential good... all the consequent suffering...

Some agonize over the choices.  Others don't.

"Just choose!" time and mortality demand.  Decide who will suffer, who you will neglect, while trying to love and help the others.  

Every opportunity is from God?.....but the "ruler of this world", satan or coyote or crow, confuses the issue.

Note and observe, record without judgement, then adjust as feels right.  That is a way to avoid taking control.  It is a way to make informed decisions.  

This is a finite world.  It is so in order to promote values and awareness.  It is the big Choice that matters.  

It is a world of mortality.  Only in the limitations of mortality do values and priorities arise.

God does indeed place before us opportunities, but we cannot take advantage of all of them.  The real opportunity is the Choice…..and there is no right answer for that Choice.  Manifold opportunities to rescue mean manifold necessities to neglect.  It is simply so in this world.  It is important,  critically important, to recognize that.

Give up control, but don't think that means escaping terrible choices.  The desire to escape moral choices leads to horrors of ISIS, Taliban, and Baptists.  Make informed decisions.  Be aware of what you are doing.  Accept, and this is critical, what you cannot do as determined by each choice of what to do.  

Yes, each life opportunity, each opportunity to serve and help and heal and rescue is from God, personally delivered to you, demanding your response.  And you cannot do it all.  It is a huge act of faith and spiritual growth to recognize and accept that.  

Mortality demands faith to accept what cannot be.  Eternity assures all good will be. 
Copyright 2026 Don Ray
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Friday, June 6, 2025

It Is Good, It Is Very Good

 

IT IS GOOD, IT IS VERY GOOD

So much to do!  

So much to contemplate.

So many lives to impact.

So much love needed.

So many people needing the touch of God.

God’s will be done, and we have to do it.

So much to learn.

So much damaged by ignorance.

Actions of love,

actions of life misdirected,

competence and effort,

incompetence and effort,

comfort level and skill level,

how to reach, how to touch,

each doing a job,

each of us doing our job,

wondering, guessing,

the art of life,

the ambiguous, desperate art of life.

A hand reached out,

a hand clenched,

both trying,

overcoming fear,

testing, testing,

testing the soul,

the children showing the way,

our desperation driving the effort,

and through it all

growth,

growth while waiting,

waiting to understand,

doing something anyway,

running forward toward flickering Light,

beauty in the effort,

the blind, loving effort,

charging out of our defensive bunkers to act in the name of caring,

taking the chance,

accepting the risk,

in order to help as best we can,

playing to strengths,

dealing with weakness,

the human drama, the human creation.

Will God ever again be able to look and say, “it is good, it is very good.”

God’s will waiting to be done……

…….by us.

Copyright 2025 Don Ray.  Please share.


Wednesday, May 28, 2025

Reaching Through the Ages

 

REACHING THROUGH THE AGES

Reaching through the ages, 

from one to another,

that exquisitely rare connection between souls.

Oh, the joy of connection,

even if through centuries and continents.

A human expression,

finally heard,

dear God,

finally understood,

finally absorbed,

finally bringing some positive influence,

finally healing.

In a different time,

a far different time,

yet still related time,

when clarity of Purpose

is finally revealed.

Picture the moment,

the culmination of cascading miracles,

subtle and unrecognized,

right from the beginning,

the desperately hopeless beginning.

Let them wonder,

wonder at exact meaning,

reaching back,

back through time

to this very moment.

Wouldn't that be astounding?

These very words being seen by someone.

Can you believe?  Have you that much faith?

Yes, times change.  Yes, understanding changes.

Imagine, look, this is quite specific,

this moment and all those moments,

reaching, reaching, 

across the ages,

souls connecting,

understanding, 

enlightenment,

reassurance,

encouragement,

healing, precious healing,

from this moment to that.

Incomprehensible.

Preposterous.

Denied by every testimony and all evidence.

But look at it.  Feel it.

In this moment.

In this hopeless moment

that contains the potential for greatest faith,

a faith crystalized there,

there in the wreckage.

Copyright 2025 Don Ray.  Please share.

Tuesday, May 27, 2025

Breeze of Color

 BREEZE OF COLOR

I sit on the stones content, blessedly content, to watch the beautiful fall colors waving in the warm breeze heralding approaching weather.

Observe….savor Nature….as I did as a small child in dad's navy hammock under the cottonwood tree.  

I might seem a far different person now than when a student.  But not so at all.  I have simply shed the worldly dreams and hopes of younger days, revealing the person that was always there.

Spectacular fall colors this year, cherished as I cherished them as a child.

Then it was necessary to have aspirations, to get grades, to have career objectives.  It was all necessary, all my response to the world in which I was placed.  The infatuation with cars and TV shows was necessary, until seeing through them.  But I was always there, underneath the thick blankets of plans and schedules and hopes, always ready to pause to savor the colors in the breeze.

Occasionally, in order to be me, I momentarily eschew discipline and goals and allow exploration of what I really want …...and I am back outside, immersed in the colors, absorbing the sun, as I did when I had nothing to do.  

I was Home then, and Home now, the same Home.

Here, basking in light filtered through reds and coppers and greens and yellows and golds, here, without having to defend or justify my inactions, here, the healing here, I am who I was then, then far away and long ago, when I seemed so different, when I still wore the world's demands.

Copyright 2025 Don Ray.  Please share.

Monday, May 26, 2025

God Has Left the Building

 

GOD HAS LEFT THE BUILDING

Holiness?

Do we not believe it exists?

Do we believe "holiness" to be a vestigial mental concept of no relevance to our carnal lives?

Is "holiness" relegated to an altar or reliquary or ritual?

Does that mean God has deserted us?  If we sense no "holiness" through the course of a day, what's that say about God, or the world, or us?

God has left the building?

The world supposedly of God's Creation is now corrupt and bereft of any residual holiness?

Or we just don't see that holiness, don't sense it, or maybe we're blinded to it by our goal-oriented busyness.

"Holiness"....seriously?....relegated to something constructed by human hands?....or constrained to some ritual or liturgy?.....or relegated to the past?  

Imagine what life would be like if we were more adept at discerning holiness.  Imagine what the world would be like if more people were willing to accept the possibility of holiness.

"Holiness".....in the routine, in the grasp of a baby, in the blossom of a flower, in an exercise of patience.

"Holiness", not an alien and inscrutable weirdness stuck in pages of scripture, not divorced from our morning chores, but an integral component of each, the foundation underlying all.  Doesn't that seem more reasonable for a world created by a God worthy of any worship?

Look for it, be open to it, just in case, just in case it is there after all, awaiting a respite from our denials.

Copyright 2025 Don Ray.  Please share.

Friday, May 23, 2025

Beware God's Will

 

BEWARE GOD’S WILL

All these people, sincerely believing they are doing God’s will.  All these people, inflicting suffering for God...and yes, there are two interpretations of that last sentence.

Invoke God’s will and watch the conflict begin.

Invoke God’s will and listen to the rising anger.

Invoke God’s will,  I defy you to do it passively, unless making excuses for some cataclysm, tragedy, suffering, or God-forsaken wretch.

Invoke God’s will, and condemn.

Invoke God’s will, and turn away.

Invoke Gods will, and pull the trigger.

Or admit you have no idea how to extricate God’s will from your opinions, wants, wishes, and jealously fortified beliefs.  Admit, confess even if only secretly to yourself, then go forth and do something caring and compassionate. Then you won’t have to wonder if you are doing God’s will.  Then, the recipient of your efforts will be glad to welcome your version of God’s will.  If such a radical course of action means neglecting God’s theological, political, social, or moral will, fear not, there are ample numbers of people abjectly certain they are implementing God’s theological, political, social, and moral will.

You too will be certain, certain in that moment of caring, in your touch of compassion, in a flickering moment of fulfillment of a loving God’s will on earth, as in Heaven.  

Copyright 2025 Don Ray.  Please share.